there is nothing worst than the anxiety that comes from waiting.

staring at my phone.

not being able to fall asleep.

refreshing the page on my screen over and over.

feeling a bit of regret.

talking myself into the worst case scenarios.

being sadly pessimistic.

thinking of all the things i could have or should have done differently.

waiting and waiting and waiting.

i wish i could shake all these feelings.

7 deadly sins. put one in my ask.

Lust: Something that I find attractive.

Pride: Something that I like about myself.

Sloth: Something that I dislike about myself.

Envy: Something I wish I was better at.

Gluttony: One of my favorite foods.

Wrath: Something that gets me angry.

Greed: Something I can’t get enough of.